Sunday, August 23, 2009
- cursed; baneful; hurtful; bad; pernicious; dangerous.
- evil or morally bad in principle or practice; sinful; iniquitous:
wicked people; wicked habits.
have you ever feel that you're the worst, mean and unlucky person?
sometimes we are on the state of hallucination and thinking..what the hell i am doing? what's the meaning of my life and what's happening to me!!!!!
sometimes i feel that i am wicked. i sometimes don't care what might people say, i don't care what will happen if i do this or that...i sometimes don't care at all with my life...maybe i hurt people, maybe i sometimes not aware of what i have caused people to feel bad or angry with me, maybe sometimes i neglect them and don't care for them at all.
i feel bad when i started to realize that i have done those things..feeling guilty and unreasonable...but i am not perfect, sometimes i feel that i had enough..that if i act as if i am okay at all times..or if i agree to all people and be kind to all..i will start to breakdown, cry, feel lost and confused.
if we sometimes unconsciously do those things, does it means that we are bad? that we are evil? that we are wicked?